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- Grounded May 22, 2018
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- I Stand January 31, 2018
- National Poetry Month Day 11 April 12, 2017
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: Pandora's Beauty Box
Yesterday, I went sailing on my Uncle’s 40 ft boat. Evidently, many other people had the same idea and were parked on the bay side with their flags displayed. As we approached the Gulf Side of Shell Island, a rainbow appeared. It was truly magical- A promise of remembrance of those who paid the ultimate […]
Along Crawfordville highway in between Panacea and Tallahassee is a Ford Car Graveyard. Twenty + cars dated from early 1900’s to mid are arranged in a semicircle from oldest to youngest. My girls and I stopped here coming back from the beach in Panacea. Evidently, all these cars were used on Pat Harvey’s family farm. […]
Florida County Hwy 65 runs from the interstate south through Hosford, FL through Apalachicola National Forest and dead ends on Hwy 98 on the coast in Carrabelle. It’s 54.7 miles from Hosford to Carabelle. While driving down this highway, there are no cities, there are no dollar stores or gas stations or any other […]
As promised, here are the wildflowers I encountered while driving on FL Hwy 65 towards Sumatra in the Apalachicola National Forest. I included the common and scientific name in the caption (for all that I could identify). You are welcome to share any of the pictures or use them as backgrounds. Tomorrow, I’ll post the […]
I hope everyone had a happy International Astronomy Day! Friday night, I finished photographing wildflowers and that photogenic water moccasin around sunset. As I prepared to drive back home, fireflies started to flash their lights in the hundreds (thousands?) . I stayed about another hour and captured them along with the stars. Earth/Sky website featured […]
: Hands Across The Aisle
My Pledge to use my Voice.
My America, the Eagle Distressed To even contemplate that we, as a nation, are akin to an Eagle— one with the Freedom of the skies– to have the time, the Liberty, to speak about this noble bird in any manner with total impunity, without fear of mortal retribution or imprisonment, is absolutely the epitome of […]
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The Rise and Fall of the Faerie Queen, My Bipolar Journey
People have inquired about my personal journey through the extremes my illness brings.
Let me elaborate.
Right now, in this moment, I own success. My feet are grounded upon the Earth I was born.
Yet, often I desire to be more than myself, to be better, grander– magical.
The only caveat is I must let the elixir of strength and wellness seep from my daily cup.
Only thus-seemingly so, so simple, yet profound.
This temptation to ascend to the high places, to cast away my mere humanity, eats away at my resolve, bit by bit.
Until, one day, I give in and set aside my daily pill.
At first, nothing happens. Why would it? Who but the sick need to take such bitter daily droughts?
More days pass- elixir forgotten, resolve long chipped away until it exits no more.
Soon, life’s toils are easier to bare, smiles easier to wear.
Feet no longer on meager ground, but standing in the clouds;
I succumb to the glorious promise the elixirless world offers.
And I transform into the Faerie queen,
Glittery Green and sparkling Gold.
I ascend to my lunar throne, gravity no longer pulling me down.
My magic enables feats of super fae proportions-
Novels appear, ideas and plans reproduce into grand schemes.
They go off into my land singing my praises,
“Look, see this shining soul? Isn’t she the picture of health? She didn’t need the sooth-sayer’s cure after all.”
In a short span, these bright birthed plans have assembled a court of sentient admirers, clambering for my presence,
offering hedonistic experiences and endless resources.
I look down upon the Earthly realm and revel in this weightlessness, this ease of creation.
All is perfection.
But, my own admirers, my well formed schemes, start jealous whispers-
rumors of cracks and faults in my pearlescent walls.
I attempt to banish them, but they clasp on, one by one, until I cannot see above them or around them, and I must be hypervilligent of their barbs.
Minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day; no rest or succor in sight.
No escape from the schemes and plans and seemly courteous thoughts-
Now abandoned of sentience and clamped upon inch of coppery skin.
I fall from this gallant throne,
fall not to Earth
but past it, beat upon meteors and rocky rivers,
Until my feet crash through Jupiter’s atmosphere.
This hyper gravity strips away my wings and fairy crown.
I now must swim through leaded air as a mere mortal-
Nay, a sub mortal with empty sycophant schemes dangling from ashen skin.
My eyes only see a few meters beyond myself in this graphene muck and mire.
Gravity, who once lifted my wings and helped me soar above in the lunar land,
now adds a triple weight to every breath.
Every action, every motion forward is stolen by this massive weight.
Until, I can move no more.
Alive, but deadened in this Jovian Hell.
Not free to escape, but free to ponder my release.
What release is possible?
What path may lead back to Earth,
back to the human realm?
In this moment, my once grand courtiers, schemes and plans reanimate;
they scream devious paths, knives, and chemical concoctions.
“Cut us off- dare not take a breath, End this leadened rule!
Stop this existence;
You must – you must!
You abandoned all; you are alone.
Hope is lost.”
And I close my eyes.
Still…. Still… waiting for the nothing.
Yet, I hear a faint jingle penetrating the Jovian air.
A soft hand lifts my head and I open my eyes
to find the order of white knights, snake-crossed and succor full,
offering soft words of wisdom and capsules of elixir.
I drink and a doorway appears.
Dare I enter? Dare I cast off this beastly burden?
Hands appear from beyond the crossing-
hands of friendships forgotten and valiant mental warriors
beckoning for me to just lift my arms and grab a hold.
Do I? Do I trust the help unlooked for?
Do I continue to drink the elixir
and allow the hands to carry me through?
Yes, I grab hold.
Inch by inch, step by step,
I am pulled through the passageway.
As I cross through the portal,
these hands pluck off the misguided plans, schemes and sychophants.
Wise words guide my bleeding soles to Earthly soil
and a glint of hope kindles,
blazing away hyper Jovian gravity.
I am just me, yet again.
And I declare my promises to stay grounded.
To accept the Earthly realm as my only home.
Not to stray- to listen to Wisdom;
not to quit the elixir mending my heart and soul.
In this acceptance is solace.
For without, I shall surely rise to greater and greater heights complete grander and greander feats,
and fall further and further
until I disintegrate and there are not the pieces to patch together into a whole.
I choose hope over dazzle,
Strength over magic,
And wellness over exuberance.
I choose me.
A Performance Piece for 2-10 voices.
- I stand for equal pay;
Women have the same worth as men.
- I stand for mental health parity;
My brain is just as important as my heart.
- I stand for reproductive rights;
My Body, My Choice.
- I stand on the side of Love;
No matter the race or gender.
- I stand for America the Great;
Let’s reach across the aisle and be one again.
- I stand for science;
The natural world is full of wonder.
- I stand for Teachers;
The future generation rests in their hands.
- I stand for the environment;
Protect the only Earth we have.
- I stand for affordable healthcare.
A healthy nation is a happy nation.
- I stand for Liberty
We are the Land of the Free
- I stand for Justice
May it be carried out with compassion
Don’t be afraid to make ripples.
Together, we make waves.
Joy, why have you fled?
Lost in the forest of humanity.
My spirit hides in the leaves,
waiting for the return of the sun
to burn away the shadows.
Upon this rock, this land,
I pledge my heart; I pledge my hand.
Water is life; I stand-
Water protectors hand in hand,
1st Nations and veterans stand,
Upon this rock, this land.
Promises given, promises taken, and
Ripped away by a soldier’s hand;
Water is life; They stand-
Eye to eye across the sand,
Defenders, desecrators, take a stand,
Upon his rock, this land.
The fight- the soul of the land.
Which one shall win this hand?
Water is life; You stand-
Upon the Earth, our only land.
Promises should be kept as planned.
Upon this rock, this land;
Water is Life; We stand.
NOTE: The image was captured during a Dakota Access Pipeline and Sabal Trail Pipeline Protest on the FL capitol lawn.
I stand as you stood many times before
laboring over dirty dishes in the sink.
As the warm water washes over my hands,
I gaze at the flowers in the window sill
and wonder if you smiled as I smile now,
smelling the sweet Calla lilies brought to you by little hands.
Did you sigh in relief as the dawn bubbles
removed the final crumbs from the pan,
the pan that you used to bake a cake for every year of my life.
Did your mind ever drift away–
as your hands continued their mindless task,
away through the window, down the driveway,
and the lane where we walked to Church together every Sunday.
As I stand in the echo of your memory,
drying the Just Flowers dinner plates
that served your cheese potatoes and other delights for countless family diners,
I wonder that if I complete this same task, touch this same plate
that you touched just a month before,
if I stand on the same tiles worn smooth by your feet,
will it reverse time, just for this moment,
and allow you to be with me once again.